how you handle losing says a lot about you.
What really matters is not how much can you produce or be productive if you can’t handle losing.
It doesn’t matter how hard you work if you are in the wrong boat.
This is how I feel at this moment, I can not establish if I’m in the right boat, so I am just still going in all directions, waiting for a sign, for a significant sign that could shift my attention.
But my attention shifted continuously.
But the end remains the same, I want to create something, I want to build my company, and my product, and be useful and helpful.
This is what matters most to me, being useful.
I’m completely honest, I don’t like people going ahead of me, is frustrating thinking that someone has achieved what he wanted and I’m still here.
But I shouldn’t care, because it doesn’t affect me, it also makes what I’m doing less enjoyable.
Thinking that you must be always ahead is a self-destructive behaviour, that almost all people have.
Faster you get rid of it and happier you will become.
Less focus on the others and more on yourself.