I have already realized that I will spend my next 5 months here.
I’m not sad for that, is not bad the ambient and my host family is so cute.
But i’m reevaluating all my principles of life, the fact that the life here is so different make me see the life from another prospective.
Seeing the happines of this family have a strange effect on me, I’m not like them, and I can’t understand how they can feel so happy with a life like this.
I don’t know, living here is makes me reevaluate my dreams. In this moment I’m confused, i don’t know what I want from the life, I feel alone with an only thing in the mind, keep going.
I’m feeling this experience like a game, I don’t care when others don’t understand what I’m saying or is I can seem stupid.
I don’t care, I’m alone, I don’t have anything to lose.
So my humor is not in the best status in this moment
this is what I learned today:
- don’t care about others opinion
- life is one
- don’t care if you are confused, give up is never an option
- try to do your better also in tyred situation
- sometimes you need to be alone
- sometimes you have to shutdown you brain
Tomorrow will be my first day of school, I will write down how it was.
Keep Going